Had you asked Anauj, to share any warm, or liberal feelings on this subject of seizing and constrained sex, and subjugation, she would have let you know straight out, she needed to get away from the principal day she saw Onki-obviously it never came to go until this very day, the day Ur'el arrived. She pondered as they took Onki away-really wanted to ponder 'Did he adore me, was he fit for it?' She even recalled that a portion of the euphoria of those dim blue evenings, with a silver moon, unending sex, by him in all likelihood self-overlooked, dumped in murkiness, maybe he envisioned her in years to come as 'that fat prostitute,' and he'd execute her as he did her mom. And afterward make jokes of it with his kind at that Circle of Refaim, as he called it.
Indeed, even her creative ability had been defiled without monitoring it. She was taken before she knew anything of adoration by any means, lined up for examination, sexually, with the rashness of Onki, he was her night wind, for quite a long time, at sixteen-years of age, she thought about whether she was ever a prostitute in any of this psychodrama. Before long it was all pitiful.
These is still light in her spirit however, and she is remaining before an extensive pile of rubble, her home, she whispers "I'm happy I've considered you," to be Ur'el vanishes out there, she grins, haltingly she gazes as though everything up to this minute was only a fantasy, hallucination and is searching for reality, and in this manner, finds, she is no more baffled, it's lone regular she lets herself know that she had been strained to the most extreme, an immeasurably significant issue. So now, the without a moment's hesitation, what's to come, is the thing that matters, and obviously, what matters.
Notes 1: Originally written in 2002 (in St. Paul, Minnesota), and distributed in the book "Pursuing the Sun" and reedited March in 2006, in Lima, Peru; again reedited and this time overhauled, 3/2008 and a third time reedited, 5-2010.
Note 2: We can find in Genesis 14:5, there is a first and second era of Nephilim, to place this into an examination, Gilgamesh would be from the second Generation, and unadulterated celestial being from the primary, the first having more power and quality than the second, that is to say, the second was not keeping pace with the first. Their story happens in the place that is known for Zuzim (of old), not all that from the 'Dead Sea,' and only a tinge more distant from Jerusalem.
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